I dont know whether its just because I am getting older but I really find it hard to listen to shrill or really blah blah people. It doesn’t seem to be just strangers, it can be someone I know.
They talk at me, in a shrill voice, or talk over the top of me, and I just cant seem to get the image of shoving a ball gag in their gob, or wasting a roll of duck tape…The kids (14 & 16) are particularly bad at being shrill (especially the 14 yr old), and sometimes I have to walk away, or stick a sock in their gobs. I love them to the moon and around a jaffa cake, but sometimes they really do talk a ton of shit, and sometimes I do feel attacked by their noise.
I dont often feel convo rage, but just occasionally in my head I feel like I want to punch some people in the mouth. I resist of course. As I am a laydee heh.
I do on occasion lose the will to restrain myself, and shout straight back at them, and I can shout, like a banshee, I probably could break glass. Most people think hey she is little, and cute, and then they hear my shout, and its definitely a holy shit moment muahahaha.
I just feel like saying, ‘shut the fuck up, and if their trying to have an opposite opinion or have a go in any way or a pop, I just feel an intense need to throttle them.
I do often wonder if being 42 this year it might be the start of me whoremoans. I just cant stand people sometimes. I have actually sat there an in my head I am going blah blah blah. I have even learned to filter out the shit and have me ‘ah ha’ filter engaged, so I nod and agree in all the right places.
Hunky trys to catch me out all the time, but I have one of those delayed time ‘crap’ filters, so always catch part of the convo lol. Cos you just never know when someone is gonna accuse you of not listening. 😉
I am probably just becoming a cantankerous bitch lol